Happenings in my Life

~~Sunday, December 30, 2007~~

11:17 PM

tomorrow is the first day of work
feeling very excited yet apprehensive
excited coz i finally am going to start work after such a long wait
apprehensive coz i don know wat to expect
will my attire will alright?
will i fumble?
watever it is, i believe tt i can do it
n it will be a smooth sailing day for me :)

today, the church sermon was about change
change is necessary for growth and improvement
n we sld welcome change
we will need to make a decision to change, follow by discipline and determination to acheive the change
which is true
if we wan to be better, we need to change
n that is wat i am going to do

take care.

living my life the way I want...

~~Wednesday, December 26, 2007~~

9:32 PM

been sick since christmas +_+
maybe it was something tt i ate at the reception at SA
but my gan mei mei is fine +_+
which shows tt the food is clean
or i really have a weak stomach +_+

hope tt i will be able to get well soon

been reading the Bible recently courtesy of Jin Peng, my fren
the more i read, the more questions i have +_+
don know why tis is the case but truly i have so many questions tt the person who answer me will require a lot of patience +_+
perhaps, i like to ask lots of questions before i commit to anything

let's say tt i hv reach the age where i am seeking for enlightment n a religion to truly belong to :P

still searching for a job +_+
hope to find one soon coz my family finances cannt make it liao +_+

living my life the way I want...

~~Monday, December 24, 2007~~

1:59 PM

set me a goal n i will accomplish it
set me a target n i will achieve it

if u don tell me ur goals, how am i supposed to help???? +_+

living my life the way I want...

~~Sunday, December 23, 2007~~

10:38 PM

been going out these few days...
here are some of the pics of the various christmas trees......

the 'cupcake' at the bookfest.....

the christmas tree at expo....

the christmas tree at suntec or near suntec.......

living my life the way I want...

~~Friday, December 21, 2007~~

10:45 PM

been rotting at home for the past few days +_+
tomorrow!!!!
tomorrow is the day tt i will know whether i am successful for the job application as a promoter
the job seem fun, though i know that the idea of fun differs greatly :P
though i anticipated it to be tiring
coz i am a mini workaholic (which was something tt i learnt when i was a cashier :P)
so when i work, i like to be very busy throughout
at least, time passes in a flash when i am busy :)
and i enjoy the busy-ness :P

now , i am looking forward to spending some time with frenz , before i start work...
but i am broke !!!!!! :(
but i believe that money will come to me when i need it :P LOL

tomorrow is anh's BD...
here's wishing her a happy birthday and all the best :)

no dates yet for Christmas....
wanna go out tgt? :P

merry christmas n a happy new year in advance :)

living my life the way I want...

~~Saturday, December 15, 2007~~

9:49 PM

i wanna go ice skating!!!!!
anyone can bring me there and teach me????
anyone can sponsor me????
i wanna go but but but i hv no money to go!!!!!!!!!
anyone can sponsor me as part of christmas present????
thanks :P

i hv so much i wanna do but no capital to do so
when i grow up, i will earn lots of money to do wat i wanna do :P

living my life the way I want...

~~Friday, December 14, 2007~~

11:25 PM

had a fright juz now coz Xiao qiang , the hateful insect was beside me
i don know when it became next to me
but when i found out, i jus jumped off from the couch loh
argh!!!
hope to find a method to exterminate the whole Xiao Qiang population someday!!!!!

still looking for a job to no avail
haiz
don know when i will b able to get a job
haiz
will be going with LP to buy formal wear on sunday
really looking forward to seeing her coz i hv nt seen her for a long long time liao :)

hope to be able to go to the book fest held at expo sometime this week
coz i wan to go there and see the many books on display!!!!
muhahahaha
that is one of the simple things in life that i enjoy muhahahahaha

christmas is coming liao
hope tt somewhere out there, someone will rmb to buy something for me LOL
all i want for this christmas is very simple
a well paying job n a formal wear ( hope someone can sponsor me :P)
n everyone being well n happy loh
simple but being fufilled is another thingy loh
lol

living my life the way I want...

~~Sunday, December 9, 2007~~

8:15 PM

i am still looking for a job

no luck in finding a job

my heart is gray and my will is cold in finding a job(xin hui yi leng)

haiz

i found a sister!

a younger sister who is in my cca

she has the same blood type as me n we like the same things

u can say tt we are like peas in the same pod

isnt it strange tt i can actually find someone who is so like me?

it's like a miracle lol

my gan mei mei muhahahaha

living my life the way I want...

~~Thursday, December 6, 2007~~

11:38 PM

for reasons unspecified, i am starting to feel very tired
cant believe wat i did today
maybe it is for the best, who knows?
but i am starting to regret my actions
though i know that this is for the best

it feels tt someone important has left my life
now feeling ok
see wat happens in future bah

going for interview tomorrow
when i pass this interview, i will either be a secretary or a HR assistant
i am feeling very apprehensive about the new job
though i can be said to be excited about getting a job
i am very worried that i may not be up to mark
but no matter what , i will press on and complete the job to the best of my abilities

without trying new things, how will i know where my limits are?
without knowing where my limits are, how will i push the limits and achieve what i can?

perhaps. all is for the best
though , it really hurts now

living my life the way I want...

~~Tuesday, December 4, 2007~~

11:48 PM

today was a very busy but fun day

i went back to help with the science camp , which was started by me in a sense

coz i acted on the idea, had the expts planned but not the chance to execute it before i graduated, which to me was a pity

but today, i had the chance to contribute :)

the expts were fun

we plated my school badge with copper :P

n created a home made motor using battery, wires n magnets

then we did food tests

though it was quite familiar to us liao

but it was refreshing to do it again after so many yrs (sound so old =_=)

we also created shengbao or homemade ice popsicles using ice n salt(lots of it)

we had a lot of fun and i was really happy that i was able to work with my juniors for the last time before i leave school

however, there was an underlying mood of sadness......

some photos of my juniors

living my life the way I want...

~~Monday, December 3, 2007~~

5:24 PM

no luck with finding a job today....haiz

wat's ur favourite number?

mine's 9 coz the multiples of 9 always add up to 9
like 27 => 2+7=9
1989=> 1+9+8+9= 27, 2+7=> 9 :D

it so happens that my bd has lots of 9 too muhahahaha
and my registration number for a and o levels are also multiples of 9 :)
such a concidence :)

wat's urs?

living my life the way I want...

~~Sunday, December 2, 2007~~

8:05 PM

i will always be there for u , my friend.

perhaps, i will always be the fren who will always be there

the special fren to some but never the special one to anyone

maybe its time for a change

change to juz being a fren

perhaps then

i will be someone special to someone =_=

juz feel tired bah

tired of waiting for a job

tired of the montonous and boring life tt i lead

forget it bah...

living my life the way I want...

7:55 PM

the rare sunset seen today(02/12/07)...

after a long time of cloudy sunsets... :)

living my life the way I want...

~~Saturday, December 1, 2007~~

12:07 AM

i am looking for a job!!!
OMG!!!! i haven found one yet
it's like dec liao
tian ah!!!!!!

me trying to move on n just accept wat has happened
收拾心情，开始新的旅程，新的人生，没有他。。。

astrology forecast for today(fri)
The Tower represents sudden and unexpected change. It signifies the destruction of something that was not built on a solid foundation. With this change comes a time of disorder and chaos, but from this comes great improvement and newfound strength. This is an opportunity for you to start over and right your wrongs.
which is kinda of accurate
uncanny when the prediction hits the nail on the head +_+

still haven managed to learn how to cycle +_+
haiz
now can b said to be 一无所长。。。
haizzzzzzz

getting bored as i am wasting my time waiting for a job
haiz

now tt it has been raining quite frequently
it is seriously very very cold
mayb sld consider getting a heater
coz i really cant stand the cold !!!!! argh!!!!!

living my life the way I want...